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This is a tale of me in a town not so far away. The town experiences rather peculiar unchanging weather day by day: Snow 24-7. However, the snow falls from the sky so hypnotically and looks magnificent as it gleams and sparkles on its way to the ground. Thus, the residents of the town have dubbed the phenomenon as Diamond Dust. The quiet town where Diamond Dust falls holds many memories for me. I even nearly lost my life there once. It was the last time I set foot in that town ever again…

I was valiantly pushing through the endless snow to reach my home. It was evening and I was anxious to get home before the day darkened. Walking through a field, which was a shortcut to my house, I heard a melancholic voice singing:

I lie alone this lonely night,
Under the beautiful starry skies,
I weep because there is no one in sight,
No one beside me to hear my cries.

The voice sounded so sad that I was overcome by a feeling of pity and a sudden urge to meet the owner of the voice. After searching for a few minutes in the field, I managed to detect the source of the voice. It was a girl singing in a small clearing under a tree. I was surprised as I had practically played in this field when I was a child yet was unaware that such a place existed. Taking a deep breath, I revealed myself to the girl who was singing. She looked at me for a moment then her eyes began to water. Soon, she burst into convulsive sobs. I apologized and started to move away but she said: Wait! Alex! Don’t you remember me?! I’m Fay!!....after that accident I thought you were dead but…here you stand…how?” “But I’m not…” I began but she appeared not to have heard me. She rushed forward and took me into her arms, sobbing. I didn’t have the heart to make her heartbroken again. So, I held her in my arms while she cried. Soon, she calmed down and I told her that I wasn’t Alex. She apologized and said that I looked exactly like her best friend who died in a car accident not long ago. I told her it was fine and she nodded. For a moment, we stared at each other as if there was this silent thread connecting us. Suddenly, I heard a voice calling my name and I told Fay that I had to leave and I would return to visit her when I had the time. She nodded and we parted, reluctantly. Upon reaching home I got a lecture from my parents for returning late but it didn’t matter much to me. My thoughts kept straying to the pitiful girl out there in the snow and her plight. I made up my mind to go and see her again the next day.

To my delight, the next day came soon enough. Better yet, it was a school holiday. After waking up absurdly early(it was still dark) and having a quick breakfast, I immediately dashed to that clearing, eager to meet Fay. I found her there, gazing up at the sky as if wishing for something. I began to alert of to my presence but to my surprise she spoke: Are you just going to stand there all day?” So, I approached and greeted her feebly. She apologized again about yesterday and I assured her that there was absolutely no harm done. She then asked if I was going to be busy the whole day to which I said no. She looked happier and motioned for me to follow. I obediently did. She took my hand and led me to another clearing, one with an absolutely magnificent view. I could see the mountains near the town and the gap between the two mountains was the exact same place where the sun was rising. As the great illuminating star began to light up the dark day, Fay sang in that beautiful, sweet melodious voice of hers:

The sun comes up, the day begins anew,
I sit here watching as I did before,
But I do not watch it alone as I used to do,
For I have someone to accompany me forevermore.

I couldn’t resist the urge to ask why she sang these songs. She gazed off into space as if reminiscing back on the old times, then she said: “I used to do this all the time, with Alex…but now he’s gone and I have no one…” she broke off and continued to stare into space. I replied:” And yet you continue to waste your life here? Isn’t there something else you can use your time for?!” She seemed to shout back in fury: “I wouldn’t expect you to understand!! Alex was the only true friend I ever had!! And now my life seems so empty!! I never had real friends because the world hated me! And now that I’ve lost Alex and you came along I thought… I thought you were different! But it seems like I was totally wrong! Just…just get out of here…” and she burst into tears. I then realized that what I had said to her was rather harsh, so I sat down beside her and said: “Look, I’m sorry. Maybe I did go overboard by yelling at you but you shouldn’t give yourself false hope. Just face it, he won’t come back no matter how many years you spend singing all alone under that tree in the clearing. I may not be Alex, but I definitely don’t think you seem like someone to be hated. If you ever need a friend, you know where to find me.” Upon saying this, I got up to leave. Just as I was doing so, she said :” Wait! Can you drive?” “What?” “I said can you drive?” “Yeah, I guess I can.” I replied. She told me to wait in front of the school for a few minutes and that she would be right back.
I waited patiently in front of the school, not knowing what to expect and when I saw the sight that greeted my eyes I knew I had stepped into a whole new world. In front of me was a Porsche with Fay at the wheel. She motioned for me to get in and told me to drive. I asked her the reason why she did not drive herself and she told me that she was driving when Alex and she met with that fatal accident that caused her to be alone for so long. Not wanting to ask much, I got into the car and started driving. She gave me instructions on where to go and I could see that we were heading for the mountains that overlooked the horizon. “Isn’t this place restricted?” I began. “Trust me…” Thus I continued driving and soon we were at the peak of the mountain. We then got out of the car and lay down watching the sky turn from a brilliant blue to a bright shaded of orange. She thanked me for what I did earlier and told me that I had given her hope to start life anew. I told her that it was my duty…as a friend. She nodded and she seemed to understand. As the day was getting darker and dusk had settled, we decided to head home. On the way down from the mountain, an almighty tremor suddenly sounded, as if an earthquake was going to occur. The last thing I felt was Fay pushing me out of the car. Then, blackout…
When I came to, I was buried in the snow and I had to dig myself out. When I did, my first thoughts were to find Fay. I looked around and I suddenly saw the Porsche not far from where I was. I instinctively rushed up to it and looked in. There, lying unconscious was Fay who had selflessly pushed me out of the car and neglected to save her own life. I knocked on the door with all the strength I could muster to awaken her. At first, there was no initial reaction but after persistently going on for about an hour she began to stir. She opened her eyes and set her eyes on me. I motioned for her to wind down the window but the lever appeared to be stuck. There was no way I could talk to her at all. She put her hand on the car window as if trying to feel me through the glass and I put my hand on hers. Although our hands were separated by a layer of glass it didn’t seem to be there for us. We could actually feel each other through it. Tears began to flow from my eyes as I frantically searched for a way to get her out of the car to no avail. I even tried calling for help but in the desolate mountains there was no one to answer to my desperate calls. I then turned back to the car to find her waiting hopefully for me. With a heavy heart, I shook my head. She smiled, as if accepting that she was going to be trapped there. She mouthed ‘Thank you’ on the glass and told me to leave but I was reluctant. As a friend, how could I leave her out in the mountains alone to face the bitter cold, with no hope of escape? I continued to persist until she began to ‘sing’ to me. She actually mouthed the words but it was as if I could hear the words flowing from her soul, trying to convince me to abandon her:

Being out here in this bitter cold,
With a friend to warm my soul,
A friend who gave me joy and bliss,
I’m begging you leave me please,
If I cross over today or tonight,
The thought of you alive, in my sight,
Is enough to support and keep me strong,
Thus I’m asking you: please leave me, I won’t last long…

She then looked at me and I could see that tears had welled up in her eyes but she summoned up a final strength to say: “For my sake, go…” I could feel my resolve breaking but I would not let her down. I turned around and started walking down the mountain, crying, with her last words echoing in my ears. I gradually broke into a run and dared not to look back in case I suddenly felt the urge to go back there. After what seemed like an eternity, I eventually reached town. The first thing I did was alert the police and tell them to send a rescue team. Maybe, just maybe…she hadn’t left me yet. After that, I went back home and told my mom what happened. I got a thrashing from her because I came back so late and for being reckless. Had I watched the news this morning, I would have known that the mountains where very avalanche-prone at this time of year. Still, my mom seemed to understand and left me to myself. Obviously, I told my mom and the police not to tell anyone that I had survived an avalanche in the mountains as I did not want unnecessary publicity but word leaked out anyway and pesky reporters and neighbors would come knocking on my door. Eventually, I couldn’t take it anymore and left the town with mom. I even changed my name to avoid any further pestering wherever I went. The day my mom and I moved out of town, I turned on the radio in my car. The news was on. Apparently, a body had been found in the mountains. That would have to be her. I wept bitterly as I knew that she would never sing in that voice again. That voice which was so melodious and sincere that it even caused me to abandon her even though it was the last thing I wanted to do…
That was quite some time ago. Now, I go by the name of Adrian in the peaceful town of Sungai Petani. I live my life here as a normal person, going about life happily. But, sometimes, when the moon is full, I look out of the window and my thoughts wander back to the town where Diamond Dust falls. Huh? What was my name before this? Maybe I’ll tell you, someday…

Kelantan here we come~~~

Okie, din mean to blog that we won state lvl this soon coz it was spsd 2 be a surprise for gran...but owh well...nvr was good at keeping secrets@.@...state level was insanely interesting...the first match was the most uneventful but enjoyable all the same LOL 2nd spkr of the gov was intrsting but the most intrsting math was the 2nd 1 where those things(not ppl) actually had the guts to steal our points and use them against us and foster-dad actually asked them if they were confused...auntie and i thought they were on SERIOUS SERIOUS crack...3rd match was...admittedly kinda worrying with them always saying i dun see the link..bla bla bla...and i was on the way to the WC wif uncle...in the hall way i called the opp retarded AND ALL THE JUDGES WALKED PAST ME!!! LOL WTF!!! No wonder uncle was like,relax Adrian...=.=...but alls well that ends well i suppose...best spkr was dad...yes congratz....YOU! YOU!!! NO1 ELSE!!!(no offence uncle) so stop doubting urslf oredi...U got stuff>.<...looks like we really got huge xpectations to live up to. Looking back on this point in life...guess i dun need that many frenz aftr all huh...ive got family....My car-PS2 obsessed ex-dad, my...er........foster dad....sadistic aunt....bulimic uncle...stepbrother, stepsister, family friend and last but not least...grandma from pahang...looks like life's looking up huh? Stay tuned for broadcasts on Kelantan...lol i sound like a very bad TV show....DAD IVE UPDATED MY BLOG!!!

WoW~.~...Mega Bored!!

And I don't mean World of Warcraft...Gran can really play the piano>.<...n i got a new sms tone...wee~.~...i dunno bout the drawing coz it was kinda small for me to judge...but tkz a lot^.^

Back to skewl tomorrow. LOL, life kinda becomes like a routine after a while. You kinda wish for more to happen in your life. Oh yeah, im reading Dracula by Bram Stoker(i tink) and I find it excruciatingly boring...when it comes to the journals of other people anyway...hmm...if I do get desperate and really nid 2 post something on this blog then ill keep writing poems. Kinda changes it from a blog to a website or something but owh well...Guess thtz it for now. Bye~~

Can anyone help me=="

I have a problem which I face... Just want to share and seek for advice IF I can get...
I broke up with my gf 8 months ago... It's not me who wanted it but because of a few rumours about me... It seems like this 8 months I stil can't forget her... Keep thinking of her but the problem is I don't know what she is thinking now... And I don't feel like asking her. So can anyone give me even a simple advice or anyting?

-MaRcuS-

Dedicated To Gran:P

Oh, what had this soul do to be inflicted by disaster?
Her gaze once so bright now lacked the old luster,
Her body once so strong became so weak,
She lay in bed,condition looking bleak,

Oh God, I pray to you, please set this right,
Restore this soul's joy and replenish her might,
For she has done nothing do deserve a fate such as this,
Instead grant her eternal happiness and endless bliss,

Oh, Heaven I beg this of you,
Grant me a miracle, though there are few,
Make her well and healthy enough again,
And take away all of her undeserved pain,

Hopefully with this feeble attempt to cure your sorrow,
You will be well enough to speak tomorrow,
May you be able to speak in the voice which croons,
My final prayer is that you get better soon...

From Adrian to Gran

OK, maybe I DID eggsejer8(lol i 4got how to spell) this a lil...but u get the main idea...hope u like it>.<

Boring~~~

Boooooring o.... School start liao and I'm gonna settle this blog when he is in school..
Quite lazy o... You all can know me that I'm one of the lazy kind but Twilight will settle this blog when Friday and saturday

All Good Things Come To An End

Well...the hols are over...dunno y time seems to fly when u actually do experience something enjoyable. This hols has been kinda eventful...i went places, i made frenz and most importantly...i made happy memories...(lol sounds like the blog of a kindergartener...). Sad to say however, all good things must come to an end. And so i go back to solitary confinement(dun worry its not as bad as it sounds...i hope). I'll be blogging less now so from here i leave it to marcus i guess...(BTW IF U R READING THIS MARCIE U GOT TAGGED!!!)*ahem...ok, i guess thats it for now...hmm...oh yea btw tkz gramma...for...things...ciaoz>.<

Tagged by granny...>.<, Then again, cant say i didn't expect this...

8 things I'm passionate about:
1. Writing
2. Making friends
3.DOTA(lol)
4.Counselling(even harder to believe)
5.Talking
6.Listening to songs
7.Anime...
8.Blogging

8 things i say or do too often:
Say:
1. Crap
2.MY GOD!
3.Really?
4.Thanks
5.Sorry
6.Pig
7.Eat
8.LOL

Do:
1.watch anime
2.bug people toward the point of irritation(did i spell that ryt?)
3.debate about insignificant stuff
4.DOTA(lol again)
5.sing off key(really bothers Audrey)
6.leave offline msgs on msn(cant seem to catch ppl nowdays)
7.watch TV till i fall asleep
8.Sleep:P(7 & 8 r different...)

8 things i've read recently:
1. Harry Potter Series
2.R.O.D chapter 1(found Fay here>.<)
3.blogs like Granny's:P
4.Alex Rider series
5.Dictionary(Life's tough LOL)
6.Sejarah reference book(darn tests)
7.Txt msgs, Msn msgs...etc
8.The newspaper...after a hell lot of coaxing from my dad...

8 songs i could listen to over and over again:

1.Brand New Breeze - Kanon
2.Second Flight-Kotoko
3. A song of storm and fire-no idea
4.Honoo no Tobira>.<-again no idea LOl=L
5.Sociometry-Kotoko
6.Kono Yono Shirushi-BoA
7.Yuki No Hana-Mika Nakashima
8.Goodbye Days-YUI

8 things i learnt last year

1. True friends DO exist
2. Talking too much bugs people(should have thought this was obvious)
3. PMR really ain't that bad....(but to look 4wd? srsly gran?)
4. Americans can draw manga(though not that well...no offence...)
5. The newspaper is ACTUALLY USEFUL!!
6. It's easy to encourage others but not myself...wonder why...
7. Debate's weird...
8. Before singing off-key in the car...make sure its locked>.<

8 ppl to tag...

1.Gran!(can i retag?)
2. Audrey!!
3.Marcus
4.Clarissa
5.Melvin
6.Kelvin
7.Deepak
8.Kar Men

This is kinda fun actually...^.^

Facts about anime u never knew...(uncyclopedia)

hey... did u know that an anime is a chemical compound that contains the anime group, which consists of one oxygen atom, one tantalum atom, one potassium atom, and one uranium atom, with a total charge of negative one (OTaKU-)?

Shreds of Light Through The Darkness

OK, so darkness fell and was brought upon my life,and it was heading towards doom, mortal peril, bla bla bla and god knows what other cursed destiny was about to befall me. Then, out of the blue, in Penang i got a phone call from my old enemy(friend actually) and rival whom we have competed against each other since Gramma in Pahang(yes you) was born>.<...anyway i got invited to her birthday party...LOL! Thank God huh, finally light appears and the darkness begins to fade slightly...anyway i had so much fun at the party so i guess im not a hopeless cause huh? Guess frenz do exist...so...dedications to this memorable event, to Clarissa for inviting me to her party and hosting it to the best there was, to my granny who always told me to take the initiative to make frenz n never give up hope, and to my parents who actually took me there...OK, suppose thats it huh...im not doing anymore dumb things so rest assured ppl...cy@ for now...
-Twilight Tears-

OrDeAl

OK, so maybe i just did the stupidest thing in my life...i tot i could make frenz if i broke contact(temporarily) with ma best 1's...so lol i actually had the nerve to tell them not to reply or answer my calls...thinking back, im wondering...WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ME?!*ahem*. I mean ok, ok i made a serious mistk and im gonna have 2 wait the remaining 9 days...they say you cant appreciate something without its absence and i think thtz absolutely right...Y the hell did i do this again? Oh well...i started something, might as well finish it..sux to go through this ordeal but oh well...ill live...i hope=.=...thtz it for now i guess...stay tuned for more dumb things i did in my life...>.<

-Twilight Tears-